U know wat? …. I think i’ve found myself ;D

Well, if u’ve read my other blog entry about that Goth vampire dude in the book i was reading (am currently on the sequel :D), i re-lived what the girl was going thru. The fact that she’s not being the perfect ‘girly-girl’ n’ entitled ‘Ms. Prim and Proper’ in her city (or actually amongst society ;)), that she stands out because she dresses differently and has a mentality of her own — which is sane ^.^
I myself have the same thing going on. The thing is, the fact that i am not 1 ov those Drag Queens in the infamous Marina Mall or am preppy to the point that i’ve splash your teeny-weeny brains all over the pavement, that somehow makes me (dum-dum-de-duuuuuuum) a Freakazoid*.
At home, we’re a total ov 3 girls (me being the eldest), a baby brother, n’ ma ‘rents. My younger sisters (aged 12 n’ 10…… BUT I SWEAR THEY ARE ADULTS!!! ACTING, MENTALITY…. EVERYTHIIING!!!!! @_@) hav their own thing goin’ on…. the 12-year-old bein’ the chaste version ov a cheerleader, plus the mentality ov a 25-yr-old, n’ the 10-yr-old into make-up n’ fashion. The baby’s a baby, n’ so r the parents ;) Thing is, my Mum wasn’t the kind ov teen who ‘went thru it all’…. she was an adult by the age ov 9!! So, am guessin’ that went on 2 my 12-yr-old sibling T_T
I myself, am into these categories: music (all types ov rawk-metal-80’s to 90’s n’ certain early 2000’s songs), havin’ fun with buddies, typing, reading horror n’ self-educational n’ support novels n’ books, n’ goin’ 2 uni ;)
Thing is reader, my ‘wardrobe’ seems outlandish (no, not after the band :P). In a nutshell, black is my fav colour, but i lyk 2 mix it with other colours too :) My Mum is tryin’ 2 turn me into a Barbie doll. I luv my Mum, i am NOT lyk those (Allah forbid) Queen Bee-atches who think they’re kewl if they diss their Mums >:( Thing is…. we need 2 get an understanding between us 2 get 2 a better understanding within ourselves (or in other words: i need her 2 get me a bit more…. n’ that i don’t worship Satan or seem lyk 1) — i luv Mum, so generous…. but needs 2 chill on certain issues >.<
Hope i didn’t bug u guyz with this artivle or so, i just needed 2 get this off my chest to u guyz, cuz am guessin’ we’re on the same ground-level :D

*: Freakazoid is a cartoon character back in the mid-late ’90’s :) i used to watch the cartoon #_#

P.S.: if u guyz know ‘Vampire Knight’…. i guess there’s a relation between me n’ the characters— 3aad interpret it urselves *.* it’ll be in anotha blog entry ;)

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